excuse me.

hi aly pavela.

quatchie, canada took us by storm, rain, massage me through the blankets, M (you wont remember this), we love sammie, when you didn't plug your head phones in, lapels, rubbing my eyebrow with my thumb, tzedaka box making, running out of the room at kutz while you were still in the bathroom, kimmie (nuf said), your dad calling me ria, new music playlists, you being creepy and reading all of this.

lava you miggie.

ahhh

today i had my interview for camp newman, went to musical rehersal, i went to hebrew yesterday along with workout and talks with old men in the hot tub (not creepy, just odd) midsummer the day before, new clothes, fake nose ring, working for israel, and so much more.

now im going to buy a new water bottle and send off netzer work, after that is hebrew hw time, maybe get my earing fixed, pick up moccasins from the shoe place (my pom poms fell off) and find some more scholarships!!!

i hope that i get to workout tonight.

i had a chocolate peanut butter milkshake today...i'm a bad person. oh yes, very bad indeed. i also hope that i can go to black and white ball this weekend, i really want to now.

anyways.

lets talk again soon.

love, rio.

Man do I miss these days.

Citat tirosh, I will miss you guys ALWAYS!

no boston after all.

I ended up going to Los Angeles instead of Boston beacause the bad weather wouldn't allow our pllane to leave San Fran. LA was so fun. It was more of a daddy trip than a friend trip. I hung with kipnes a lot and went to her bday party at sherman's beach house. twas a grand ole time. we ate really great blueberries. I got into SF state today. I really love my dad. He is my role model and I hope to be just like him when I grow up.
My comp broke at reunion (which was really fun) but now I have to buy a whole new one. Aval on the upside, I found a really cool solar charger for my ipod/phone that I'm going to buy.
I cant wait for Israel next year.
2010: boyfriend, Israel, face paint, new style, following my heart, saving the world (find new means), become more eco friendly, improve hebrew (be less shy speaking to people), make more new friends, annnnddddd ADVENTURE MODE!!!

cause i think im going to boston.

packing for boston right now.

winter concert was last night, i got up and inrroduced bshana haba and read some hebrew. it was fun except handley messed up on the fermata. haha dumb. then mr. williams and mr. short (middle school) came up to me and were super interested in israel, what im doing, etc and what not. then dad and i went to se avatars. it was amazing. sometimes i feel like my own israeli avatar. ha. what? anyways, dad just left to go back to La and im packing for boston tonight. i have to go.

byea kids.

11:15 and one page in.

i need to write this STUPId photo 1 essay due tomorrow but i dont want to. ive sat at my comp for 3 hours now (of fb) looking at nothing. ugh. why am i being dumb.

i have all as and bs as of now. 

my room is a mess. 

skgjbd;kgb. blah. bye.

finals.

math and poetry final tomorrow. i  went a little crazy with the henna tonight. hebrew class today was fun and i finally felt that i had overcome the leap with vocabulary, tenses, and the language itsself. anna is such a great teacher. tomorrow: finals, shoot some pictures, workout, farmer's market, study, sleep. then the cycle continues. right now its low tide, which means good luck.

amanacer leaves for argentina in 5 days. im so happy for her. i really want to go to israel next year then come back and go to santa cruz. thats the dream right now.

i think that im going to get ready for bed now. im not being productive. 

lilah tov l'kulam.

OREGON.

I just applied to university of oregon, i dont know why it took me so long to do so. but at least its done now. i studied for finals. now im going to clean my room a little, go on fb for ONLY 5 mins, and get ready for bed. ali steckler is really sick, i hope that she feels better soon.

lilah tov.

best weekend in carmel by far.

friday night. killed sam yoon after wresteling practice with my little water gun. then dinner with emily liz and robin at sushi heaven. go to RG's. see jaime and family. eat with tessa. chocolate and peanut butter milkshakes. sat there forever and talked about life and such things like freshmen year p.e. then drove to my house and talked a lil more. i love tessa, shes so magical. then saturday morning. went to school at 11 for trio practice with iljin and jordan but it was too rainy to go. but we still got the 600 for music boosters. cool! then went home, ate, and went to my last driving lesson. after that went to myo with emma say jordan knowles talked to myo guy then went back into carmel. i had a coupon and got my myo free!! yesssss. then went to andrews to play video games then hung out with ben. broke back mountain before sleep.

progress my friends. progress.

עולי אושר

ahahah thanksss

that brightened my daay!

man do i miss that child

chem work tonight

no punctuation as well for the ms. rio

sherman stood up to me and told me that she wants to talk about herself

i was proud and so happy

she put me in check

i miss and love her

and on the off chance she will read this (maybe) then then she shall know 

mom got me an app to work at parker lessau cool?

but i would get so large and in charge, no one wants a new pam around carmel

alli and i worked out again today and i feel good

im forcing myself to eat celery

cinnamon?

her skin is cinnamon her skin is cinnamon

then you need adventure mode

it saved my life

what do you mean?

like for me at least

you have to go out

and do things that you

ve neer done before

not reckless

but enriching

and with new people

and new faces

and new sights and smells and love and heart pumping eyelash fluttering hair curling goodness

and smells too!

thats beautiful.

tomorrow i have a hebrew test (why did the font just change?)

I hope that i do well

its all on past present and futiure plus vocab and such things

i cant wait to get back to israel

its calling me, to ride on its wings

OHH BOII (Evrit, duh)

do not ask me about happiness

because maybe it too will come

and when it does it will fall down upon us like rain

I love Idan RIchael he is a geniius

בואי מתחבק ונלך

dot your ts and cross your is

lilah tov world

bah bah updates

ive been meeaning to talk to you for a while

i have time 

no time

all the time in the world

no punctuation

little commas big letters 

this is one of those days where i write anything everything haCOL on my mind.

applyied to college today, th count has risen

san fran state sonoma state uc berkeley uc santa cruz

im so happy and satisfied with myself now that they are all in

i want to work on oregon essay this weekend then shatz SHATZ! oh man he is so cool and helpful

i like his earing, his lil hoop. de doop?

right now im listening to tessa's cd, i named it princess jade feathers

i want to sleep but i should write my essay but i know that i wont if i stay up

killer water guns are on the loose

ugh and i ran away. seriously? how dumb can one human be? 

anyways, good thing that no one reads this thing now that im back in america.

my myo card is staring at me.

sinking.

Cds.

Right now I am burning all 13 copies of my network packet cds.

im watching house but i dont have my glasses

i had my fall concert today and it went really well

not a lot of people showed up, no mom or dad

i cried when alex bataglia sang the italian romantic song and saw mr. handley holding malia's hand and kissed her forehead.

it was truly beautiful.

LTI is this weekend and im so nervous.

i dont want to talk about it.

sometimes i wish that things were different.

notice.

look.

just maybe.

thats about it.

all i wanted to say for today.

senior portrats on wed. i wrote a rap today

i loved frances's house, her doggies, her mixed cereal with reduced fat milk, and her loft.

Regbo mind crackers arn't always stimulating.

Stress reliver.

My fish, Mish-Mish PONYO is blubbing in her little bowl.

does that mean i should feed her?

does she even have a gender?

im sitting in my room

on my bed 

there are candles lit

my surf wax candle is on my side table next to ponyo

maybe they are keeping each other company

i did hebrew homework today

but i still didn't finish my poster

man

maybe during photo?

yes

sounds like a plan

i finished my service, network packet, and dvar torah today

i applied to san fran state

my inscense wont burn tonight

im wearing crest white strips, but the bottoms ones...on the top

oops

it feels good to write whats on my mind right now

and not religious afiliated things

like i have been for the past 3-4ish hours

im a little nervous for LTI

i didn't practice my violin pieces like i told myself i would

i also didnt finish apgopo notes

but thats alright

thats minor

but the orchestra, that frusterates me

but also, minor in the long run

my mind is starting to get jumbled and hurt

that means its time to go to sleep

i really love my regional board.

today seth eisenberg commented on my photos and for some odd reason it made me happy

i also really like aly pavela, she is so nice and caring

sarah sherman also made me a mug

my new profile picture is cute of me and david looking like walruses with chop sticks

his birthday is tomorrow

yom huledet sameach l'baby david

goodnight moon.

pull your covers close and your ear muffs tight.

love you.

Yom Kippur.

Tonight marks the beginning of Yom Kippur. 

I'm supossed to be writing an essay for poetry but I'm just not feelin' it right now.

Dad was here this weekend and we set up my wii. We also played it for about 3000000 hours. 

I won but felt kinda bad cause Dad was workin up a sweat.

I miss him already.

I love him SO much. He is the best daddy ever. 

I DONT WANT TO WRITE MY ESSAY!!!!

SFKGJBD;GKJBD

This is the poem that I am analyzing. 

Graphic design is the new Israel APUSH class.

The email that I just sent to Auntie:

"Right now I'm in dumb boring stupid graphic design class that I am only taking to fill a period. It is actually the most annoying class ever. 

I zone out until she (the very VERY large teacher, whose name I forget all the time) stops talking. THEN thats when I ask her what to do, as if I should have payed attention to the past 20 mins of class. After that I wizz through the petty assingment, with a few road bumps, and amazingly finish the work with 25 mins to spare until lunch. Wow, what an intriguing class. NOT.

I just read this email and laughed out load in class. No one knew what I was laughing at. As always. I expicially love the end: your right, mom should just work there. She needs a life."

Hmmmm...what a wonderful life I lead.

Unfortunatly its all true.

I dont know why the font is magically so large. 

Hello friendly readers.

Once again about not keeping up. I was at camp for 2 months as you read last time, but MUCH has happened since then.

I made some AMAZING friends at camp this summer, especially my israeli ones. 

Sia, Shimi, and Anat, I miss them all.

Yesterday was really hard for me because I went to vball for the first time in 6 months. I started out fine and then broke down after shanking 3 balls in a row. I told coach that I had to leave and betach he had no clue what I was talking about. Baruch Hashem that mom was in the parking lot: I just got in and drove out to the highlands and cried while parked on the top of this mountain over looking the coast. It made me feel a lot better, but I still missed everything.

Then, last night I got into bed at 9:30 [Keep in mind that I woke up that day at 3 in the afternoon], and layed in bed thinking about Israel and playing the game "name all the hebrew words you know". All alone. For 2 hours. 

I finally went to bed at 12.

BUT. TODAY WAS MY FIRST DAY AS A SENIOR!!

It was SO awesome. I had lunch with my friends, met my great teachers, went out to sushi, chased around the chickens, then did homework. 

Tonight I'm going to watch the meteor shower. Achla bachla. 

P.S: I love Aaron Arkin (see picture above). 

swine 09.

Hello everyone. Sorry its been such a long time since I've written anything. Since leaving Israel my life has definitly had its ups and downs. While I was at home for 2 weeks I got my permit, went to graduation, hung out with friends, and watched every episode of the office ever made. Then I went to camp for a day...and then OFF to Mechina (kutz camp in new york). I went on the religious and cultural trip and then got to bond with my central western region board. I love them SO much. It rained and all I had at night was a top sheet, awesome. I wore my scooby doo costume, it went well. I learned SO much and I am so proud and grateful to be jewish. 

Now I am back at camp, I got in at 12 at night, and the next day I woke up with swine flu. 

Swine 09. Wassup?

In quarantine for a week, but I get out tomorrow cause my time is up. Noice. 

All I want to do is go back to Israel. 

Israel. Israel. Israel. Israel. Israel.

ugh

im so tired

im drained

im studying so hard but i feel like im going to fail my ap tests

i have to make my yearbook page but i havnt

bye

;djsbf;dkfjb

alright, so i admit that i havnt written on here in quite a while. sorry auntie and all of my dedicated blog readers. there were a lot of new things in life here in israel:

1. poland

2. passover

3. yam l'yam

4. DRAMA

so much dumb stuff that happened that was un-necessary. 

i dont really know how much into detail i can go into now AVAL....today i had sat prep in the morning and then these little ethiopian girls came and hung out with a group of us. 

we went to the m'ay'yan (spring) and make pitot and spray painted shirts. they all spoke in hebrew and taught us stuff. they loved taking pictures on my camera, it was a BIG step for me. 

the said that in their native language that gazoov was good job. 

i made a little friend that growled and screached (in a cute way) at me the whole time.

independence day was fun. fireworks. pictures. re-making friends. rikuuday am with tzuba people. then dancing in jerusalem. but no ben yehudah because the drunkards ruined it for us. 

color war with alexandar moss kids. they were dumb little LA rich kids. we won expect for vball. sorry guys.

i have to go to zman kfutzah (your moms kuchah)

LHITRAOT.

From time and memorial.

I think that my throat it dying.

Here are the options:

- I'm sick

- I have strep throat

- I'm allergic to something

- I have no clue

It feels like my throat is closing in on itself.

UGGGHHHH. I CANT SWALLOW, YAWN, OR BREATH!!!

Today I'm going running.

I think that I did well on my hebrew midterm.